How come I never looked at it from another point of view? Thought I already did, but it turned out to be just "another point of my view"...

All of a sudden it "dawned" on me, literally, I was so focused on myself! What if it was for real? What have I missed out then? Is it really going to be like this everytime? Believe it, believe it, believe it! What more do I demand for believing? What else can there be? What am I waiting for?

I never got to swim today!!! Did wake up early though, and I even dragged myself to the sports place to meet Maria (my friend from class)... But then there was this fault in their booking system... So we witnessed 3 flocks of primary school kids pass by the entrance to the swimming pool... We could only imagine how the tiny 25m long pool looked like with 60 kids in it... So we left it and took a long walk instead before going to class.

Just got back home from a party for us who took care of the new students, it was really nice.. but now with a 9am class tomorrow I'm just tired tired and tired...

It's 1.18 am, supposed to write my CV for AIESEC application, ended up playing chess, to get caught by MSN... Supposed to pick out an outfit suitable for tomorrow's cocktail party, ended up trying on the whole summer collection - everything but cocktail-party-suitable... supposed to pack my bag, ended up COOKING! I want to do everything I intended not to...

Got a reminder today, and I intended not to be reminded, guess how that worked out? Ended up thinking about it all evening... It'll be good to swim before class tomorrow morning, wash away some thoughts...